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Let's Try This Again (Night 45)

from Done Trying by The Trying

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lyrics

It hurts so fucking bad!
Excruciating!

The pain in my chest is so real
Holding back tears

I’m sorry to that kid who
Was so bright

But I’ve failed miserably and
Now I’m too far gone

Please play "First Day of My Life" at my service
Do not mourn long, I am not worth it

I wish had the words to
Convey this visceral pain

It’s torturous, it’s physical
It’s so fucking physical

I’m sorry mom and dad
You both deserved so much more

I think tonight is going
To get bloody!

Please play "First Day of My Life" at my service
Do not mourn long, I am not worth it
Please play "First Day of My Life" at my service
Do not mourn long, I am not worth it

Contact list is taped up
It’s getting dark

This has to be the night
By rope or by train

The drunker I get the more
At peace I feel

I know how this book ends
I can’t keep putting it off

Now it’s 8:07am
I overdid it
I need a switch to turn it off
Like a trigger

I can’t do it
I just want to fucking die

Please play "First Day of My Life" at my service
Do not mourn long, I am not worth it
Please play "First Day of My Life" at my service
Do not mourn long, I am not worth it

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from Done Trying, released March 13, 2020

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The Trying Cincinnati, Ohio

The Trying is a solo music project from Chris Kaetzel. I blend sounds from a wide array of genres and influences to create a unique sound to encapsulate a myriad of emotions and topics. My lyrics are always genuine, no matter the content, and that is a major driving force behind The Trying. ... more

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