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I taste you
Inside me
Delicious
So viscous
The cycle
Emptiness
Continues
And breathes
And the shame
That comes from
Such a thing
It tears me
Suffocates
And it's been
Killing me
Sometimes I
Hate myself
For what I
Let us do
But I can
Not blame me
Because I
Can't blame you
And all of
Them who knew
Just turned a
Blind fucking
Eye to what
They had to
Know would fuck
Us up inside
Such a bad
Start to things
That will not
Go away
How do I
Get rid of
This and just
Grow away
If there was
Ever a
Way to kill
Innocence
Oh we sure
Did find it
Now didn't
We?
I recall
The time we
Talked of it
Why did we
Do it, oh
Because it
Felt so good
Remember?
A fucked up
Way to fill
Emptiness
That we both
Surely feel
Still, that does
Not ever
Seem to leave
The darkest
Thing that lives
Inside me
I'm tired of
Feeling shame
For something
I cannot
Change
I never
Thought these words
Would spill from
Me, but I
Know it's just
What I have
To do to
Deal with it
We were so
Young, there is
No way we
Knew what was
Happening
Because I still
Don't know what
Happened then
All I know
Is that it
Fucked with a
Lot of things
And it leads
Me to my
Next darkest
Thing
I wonder
If you have
Ever done
The same
I wonder
If you have
Ever felt
That shame...

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from The Most Delicate Muscle, released April 18, 2008

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The Trying Cincinnati, Ohio

The Trying is a solo music project from Chris Kaetzel. I blend sounds from a wide array of genres and influences to create a unique sound to encapsulate a myriad of emotions and topics. My lyrics are always genuine, no matter the content, and that is a major driving force behind The Trying. ... more

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