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Everything seems to bite back and lead me to those days so epic and real
The smell of her or a million different songs seem to make me feel unhealed
Seeing a bus traveling towards sadness and heartache instead of satisfying those who anticipate
Every acoustic guitar and every cigarette just tear me into a mess
All of the cutting
All of the pain
All of the wanting
All of the shame
All of tomorrow
Becoming a shattered dream
Not being strong enough
To even scream
I still dream about her, us being together
And every time I wake in tears
It’s not out of regret, but out of love
Losing that which I care most about I fear
Sneaking into a house every night
Not going home alone out of fright
Watching a relationship break in two
Being a part of a group confused
Driving high when I didn’t know what to do
Writing a note that would’ve changed all of you
Sneaking over late, just to lay with her
Yet falling on a crutch that would defer
All of the encryption
All of the insane
All the hospital visits
Makes all else tame
All of these feelings
Not knowing where to go
All the bad judgment
All the overflow
All of this naustagia
All of these tear drops
All of the memories
Will never be stopped
They remind me of vulnerability
They remind me of heartache
And how I hated me

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from Archaic Dialect; Static Romantic, released June 24, 2011

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The Trying Cincinnati, Ohio

The Trying is a solo music project from Chris Kaetzel. I blend sounds from a wide array of genres and influences to create a unique sound to encapsulate a myriad of emotions and topics. My lyrics are always genuine, no matter the content, and that is a major driving force behind The Trying. ... more

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